The voice inside my head

Have you ever have two personalities in you yourself? Sounds like dissociative identity disorder and sort of like Niki Sanders (Ali Larter) in Heroes doesn't it? Lol..But I ain't talking as major as that; I'm talking about the little small whisper/voice that is in your head. Yup...the second me...

Don't really remember when the last time I realise this matter but until I realise it that it is a problem, I thought it's normal. And trust me, it isn't. Normal is when there's a peace in your head that doesn't or will not cause you a brain damage. I was a very small kid and I love thinking. Thinking makes me feel good. Thinking makes me able to see from every angle of an aspect and guessing what will happen next. Thinking makes me able to understand a person of how he thinks and responds. And thinking is when I was able to hear the voice of my "friend".

Yup...I used to refer him as a "friend" because he was very close to me and he's my duplicate; we're able to do brainstorming and discuss on a topic. He was really good as he encourages me to do anything. But then again, he was myself.

Realise that it was a problem around last year. It was really bad as I was trying to cleanse my mind and rejecting things that are bad i.e. pronography, vampire (used to be my favourite), enterntainments that occupies my brain (playstation/TVB series). And I suddenly felt that this "friend" of mine was not really the 2nd me. He was the "evil" me. The one whom I always dreamt of myself having sharp fangs and fire on my body. The one who let me do anything that I please. But when I was "cleansing" my mind, he was rejecting so hard that I almost felt that I was having a mental problem. I almost consider to see a psychatrist! Until that night when Ben & Jo were telling me that Pastor Mark was going to visit their house on consultation regarding spirits. And I thought of asking him how to identify the voices in my head. Who to and to not listen to? How do you know whether what you're doing is right or wrong?

The answer? It lies right in your head =D It just depends whom you trust. I am much better today than that day. But really...it creeps me out. Oh well...it is a bye to that old "friend" of mine.

Guess what I SAW?!?!

I was driving to work on the early morning of 19th July 2008 (Saturday), yeah, I'm working on Saturday because it's a replacement day for the five-day holiday during the Hari Raya. Well, anyway, at least it's cool. On the way to Pharmaniaga, I saw this car driving along Seremban highway!


A MPV with a headphone on it! Totally a cool car! *Thumbs up*

A Grand Night for Singing

A Grand Night For Singing. I first saw the leaflet in Mahogany where I learn my guitar and Allistair was telling me that it's a local performance thing. Wanted to go but couldn't find any companion until Frances, my cousin sister (aka siao mei) said that she's interested to come along. COOL!

So on the night of 17th July 2008, we went to Istana Budaya along Jalan Tun Razak and had a spectacular night! We bought the cheapest ticket (~RM50 inc. booking fee) and we were sitting just in front of the performers! How great is that?!? What's more is that one of the Malaysian Dream Girls, Allison, was there too! LOL...The performance was interactive as well; they'll pull the audiences to dance with them (luckily we were not picked).

Songs sang were:

1. Oliver Medley by Lionel Bart
2. Voice Dance IV by Greg Jasperse
3. Light in the Piazza by Adam Guettel
4. Something Wonderful by Rodgers and Haammerstein
5. Taylor the Latte Boy by Zina Goldrich & Marcy Heisler
6. Embraceable You by George & Ira Gershwin
7. Fiddler on the Roof Medley by Sheldon Harnick & Jerry Bock
8. All Good Gifts by Stephen Schwartz & Michael Tebelak
9. Mamma Mia Medley by ABBA
10. The Lion king Medley by Elton John & Tim Rice
11. Where Have All the Flowers Gone by Pete Seeger
12. I Believe by Ervin Drake, Irvin Graham, Jimmy Shirl & Al Stillman
13. Over the Rainbow by Harold Arlen & Al Stillman
14. Somewhere by Leonard Bernstein & Stephen Sondheim
15. Can't Help Lovin Dat Man by J Jern & Hammerstein
16. Bridge Over Toubled Water by Paul Simon
17. Bohemian Rhapsody by Freddy Mercury
18. Not While I'm Around by Stephen Sondheim
19. Miss Saigon Medley by Claude-Michel Schonberg, Richard Maltby Jr & Alain Boubil
    

When rain meets sun

It is therefore the title for this blog.

When rain meets sun

Intimated by the beauty of the nature and the day when Sin Yee was showing me a picture, I have to admit, I just love the rain, the sun, and the rainbow. And every part of the nature is just beautiful and each carries a meaning.

The rain basically refers to the time when you're upset and the time when the earth is tearing apart, the heaven is pouring its tears onto the earth. What is awesome is what comes later. For every moment it rains, it will stop. And when it stops, the clouds will clear its way and allows the sun to penetrate its beams through every darkness and brings light onto earth. And then comes the rainbow; the stairway to heaven =D

God doesn't want to leave you. He creates a rainbow for you and me as a connection between the heaven and earth! Be awe of His love :)